Just left with my thoughts again
i dont even know who follows me on here anymore. or if anyone even uses this? ahah!!
my blogs pretty deserted so i might aswell use this for myself.
its abit overwhelming always staying positive !
im not like “sad” like i used to be. but now people seem to think im just always larger than life and im okay. they seem to think i no longer feel down or lonely, or never seen encouragement, because im here using facebook & instagram to encourage others.
i feel kind of consumed and its weird. like ahhh. idkkk.
im not fixed. but im healing. LING, HeaLING. im not healed. i dont think i ever will be 100% bc too much damage has been done.
but like. idk i feel like my heads in the clouds of helping people and i think i need to step backk and take a breather!
but i cant, im just like… dftscw534tq3wWAES